charge..upstream? downstream? let it be called upward..looking forward to the upcoming days..hours rather.
so it is pleasant again. i'd to stop writing this yesterday. invasions you know. well i continue today. i have the same pleasant feeling past a day. excitement. adrenaline rush, as i wrongly yet fondly call it.
from the joshua tree to the dark side of the moon now.
where the streets have no name to us and them.
with all the 'agenda' for the year discussed yesterday, looking forward to absorbing and at the same time squeezing out bountifuls. it should be sneezing rather. i guess it'll be the first time we'll be sneezing, some out loud, some soaking blank white sheets.
i am indolent no more. i'm no more averse to exertion. i'd push myself to eventually accomplish. accomplish and take in the satisfaction. not just satisfaction, gratification..deeper penetration.

It was realised that the remains were not to be sought after in the debris of feelings collapsed under tremors of shyness filled with boyish energy.