And i think this is how one must feel when slow poisoned..when fading away...
I'm trapped in this deep, dark dungeon..pitch black and red hot at the same time..melting slowly in this furnace.
Only three weeks ago i was as if in gods country.. starting a beautiful day..in the city of blinding lights ..and deciding every morning to walk on....
Ya, i'm loving U2. Gives me that perfect feeling of liberation and openness and vastness and elevation. Every recording sounds like a live concert, mixed with a larger than life feeling, a feeling of celebration, a feeling you'd never forget if felt with your best mates alongside.
I am missing them. Missing friends so much for the first time in life. Realising what togetherness means.
Two more months. I need a glass of the water of love.